I have driven a little. Practice makes perfect. I need to set more solid goals. I need to crack down on myself because no one else is going to do it. I need to think about myself seriously. Before it all ends up going wrong.

I was licked by a dog tonight.

After years of waiting, I finally got to go to Floppy Hat Night.

I need to stop pushing things away. They get so far out of reach, and then I sit back and twiddle my thumbs, wasting my time until it comes around, too late. I never go after anything. I always give up before I get started. I need a pep talk but I don't know who can give it. I don't know who to listen to. I don't know who cares.

If this is the path I'm going down, I definitely won't be updating often. I bore myself.