I'm just slightly minorly upset about it. A. About some incorrect information that I'm not going to correct because it's just not what I do; I'd rather stay on Prof.'s good side. And B, that he might be mad at me, and I don't like for people to be mad at me, unless I was trying to get a rise out of them, which I was not, in this case.

This is all bullshit and I shouldn't be writing about it.

Maybe I just need to take a minute and breathe. Calm down. Prof. is under no obligation to me, really he isn't, and I just want him to understand that I'm not angry, I've never been angry, but it makes me angry that he might think that about me. Does that make any sense? Gah, I'm such a fucking hormonal little girl.

Look, shit happens, I understand and I'm not angry. I'm just still waiting is all. That's it. You do not want to get on my bad side. It's a very reactionary bad habit from my preteen/teenage years that I just can't kick, and Prof. is the last person in the world I would want to unleash that on.

Or have I been too passive all along?

For cripes' sake let's drop this. I'm going to put on Ben Folds and calm down. Okay. How about a happier thought? Yay, USA Curling! Am I the only person who thinks Pete Fenson is cute? Okay then.